...and I'm really starting to get nervous. I'm second guessing myself and if I'm to do this or not. I've had a really amazing weekend with my family and friends and I'm just starting to think I'm crazy for leaving. I know that once I get there, I'll probably be fine and get settled in, but I'm just sad tonight. I had to say goodbye to my brother earlier, who I won't see for about nine months, and that was ridiculously hard. Tomorrow morning (eeeearrrllyyy, like 6 a.m.) I have to say bye to my sister and my dog. I might die. Gosh, I can't even think about it right now.
I just hope this gets easier.